tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10614877939872917132024-03-13T11:56:13.754-07:00its ol about me n u n US....Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.comBlogger24125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-8362977914551215122013-03-26T13:58:00.001-07:002013-03-26T13:58:15.918-07:00D E V O T I O N S ? ? ?<br />
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When we are ready to give our devotion to someone that we
love, unfortunately the devotion would turn up side down. Our world is being crippled, being crumpled as if it doesn't gives any benefit at all to us. But
on the bright side, people would never realized the beauty of the devotions
itself. Conquered by their own ego, that’s the reason why guys especially hard
to hold their commitment to someone that he love the most. At the end, regret,
frustration gloom's their life for entire of it. </h2>
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As for me, i will give my all just to have that man here
in my arms. I will hold him tightly so he wont felt any pains that probably hurt
him now nor in the future. I will give him ALL my love if he’s ready to let the
past be gone. </div>
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Unfortunately, just because of that pretty lady of your
heart, makes me miserable. Because i can’t hold to the fragile of your heart
when you need someone to wipe your tears. Can’t you see that i’m also HURTING
when you cried? Don’t you know that i’d rather be your DOLL as long as we’re
keep in touch? Don’t you aware of that? Don’t you have at least A heart for me? Don’t
you want at least save it for me although it is HARD to be reality? Don’t
you want to give it a TRY???!!!<br /> I still remember our first and was the ONLY conversation
which is years ago. Don’t you realize that i kept on hanging with that memory
of us? I still HOPING that we meet each other soon? Don’t you know that actually
my HOPE for you higher than before? The more you rejects on me, the more i'm
into you?! </h3>
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You can have your own way as long as i have you. I can
bear with it. I do anything for you because i can’t stand away from knowing
nothing about you. Your tears is my pain. Your laughter is my medicine. Your
problems is my assignments. Why so? Because seeing you in pain gives me pain in
the heart. Seeing you laugh is the best medicine to cure the pain. Your
problems is my assignments is because it should be settled sooner or later. </div>
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Doesn't you know that every vessels in my body is written
your name on it? Even the blood that always whisper me your name.</div>
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Love is crazy. I
can’t take it anymore!I have to fight for it? For how many years i have to
wasted my time waiting for you to came and embrace me into your life? For how
many years do i have to calm my heart not to push you about this useless
feeling? Your silence giving me useless moment. </div>
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<span lang="EN-US">For how
long do I have to wait for your approval? How many years do I have to
questioning myself when I’m going to move on? Find someone who is worth to have
my love, my loyalty, my worship, my devotion, my All. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">Guys,
come back and forth for my love, but me? Still waiting like a bunch of morons
foolish themselves. They were begging to have my love. It’s neither just one
nor two guys, a lot of them. Yet, I have to push them away only for my loves towards
you that never fade away till Allah take my breath away. The feeling is getting
stronger every second, every minute, every hours, days, weeks, months, years,
even decade. I prayed for Allah giving me a sign is it you that were for me. Is
it my name is written in the Loh Mahfuz besides your name. </span></h4>
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When I was not myself you were there!</span><span lang="EN-US">
When I was down to earth you were there!</span><span lang="EN-US">
When I need love, u gave it to me although u didn't realize it!</span><span lang="EN-US">
When I cried, you shed my tears!</span><span lang="EN-US">
When I’m gloomy, u shines my day with your humors!</span><span lang="EN-US">
You gave me strength to move on when I choose to give up!</span><span lang="EN-US">
You took care of me when someone making fun of me!</span><span lang="EN-US">
You were concern about me, when no one concern about what happen to me!</span><span lang="EN-US">
Let me love you, and I will love you without any conditions</span><span lang="EN-US">
Let me love you and your troubles, your up’s and down’s.</span><span lang="EN-US">
Let me took care of you when people give you a hard time.</span></h2>
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being your truly enemy, being your sincerely best friend, be your sincerely
wife and a mother to your kids. </span></h3>
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<span lang="EN-US">But I’d
know that neither of my words going to be a reality. </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: Wingdings; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-font-family: Cambria; mso-ascii-theme-font: major-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Cambria; mso-hansi-theme-font: major-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">J</span><span lang="EN-US"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US">I want
you to know that this is not any threaten letter for you to accept my
devotions. It’s just a paper that I used to express the voice of my little
heart. <br />
I just want people aware that love is not a simple thing that we can deal in
life without knowing the preciousness of love. <3 o:p=""></3></span></div>
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Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-47077963830674171212012-12-31T12:05:00.002-08:002012-12-31T12:05:52.720-08:00SAILANG??? or BEING FUNNY???in life we never aspect someone that we close to, someone that we trust so much suddenly stab behind ur back!!!<br />
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WHAT EXACTLY UR PROBLEM???!!!<br />
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IF U HAVE SOMETHING THAT UR NOT SATISFIED WITH ME, WON'T U JUST CONFRONT WITH ME??!! INSTEAD OF MOCKING ME AS IF I DUN HAVE MY DIGNITY!!!<br />
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for 3 years aku makan hati dgn kau! for 3 years aku sabar dgn kerenah kau! for 3 years also aku menyimpan segala rahsia kau! tp knp kau xblh nak simpan rahsia aku?? dhlh pecah amanah, pastu blh plak canang kat org benda yg aku simpan dlm perut! kau xpnh fikirkan org lain kan?? asal periuk kau tjaga then ko xde hal! kalau aku jahat, aku blh jer canang citer kau dlm aspek bende lain. tp aku diamkan.. aku jg maruah kau..<br />
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KAU G CITER DEKAT KENGKAWAN KAU PSL AKU BLH??!! TP BILE AKU CITER PSL KAU KAT KAWAN AKU MENGANJING SAKAN!!<br />
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aku dan kau dh besar! aku harap kau sedar apa yg kau buat! org suruh aku balas balik apa yg kau buat.. aku malas!! sbb I NOE UR CAPABILITY!! n aku bukan mcm kau.. bg aku biarlah kau nak mengata apa sekalipun.. biarlah juga TUHAN yang balas untuk aku.. aku penat! drama kau menyakitkan hati! kau mengutuk org lain dekat aku... dekat org yg kau kutuk 2 plak, kau kutuk psl aku.. bila nak hbs drama kau??? laku ke?? <br />
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MAAFKAN KEKHILAFAN AKU SEKIRANYA AKU PERNAH BBUAT SALAH KE ATAS DIRI KAU! AKU DH MEMAAFKAN KAU KERANA, PUNCANYA DARI KESILAPAN AKU SENDIRI YG BODOH! TP UNTUK AKU MENERIMA KAU SEMULA SBG KAWAN AKU, ADALAH <span style="font-size: x-large;">SANGAT MUSTAHIL!!!</span> MAAF SEKALI LAGI...<br />
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bg aku xde bezanya tahun baru n tahun lepas! sbb kejadian yg berlaku masih sama!!Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-9473419824464745002012-10-28T08:46:00.002-07:002012-10-28T08:46:55.694-07:00melodramatik!<br />
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<span style="font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><strike style="background-color: red;">like is always full with DRAMA! nevertheless WE are the ACTOR & ACTRESSES...</strike></span></blockquote>
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<span style="background-color: red; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;">miserable, being fooled, being loved, being stabbed, be happy, be gojes all the time..be brave, BE BEAUTIFUL...</span>Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-13503315832597728052012-10-28T08:46:00.001-07:002012-10-28T08:56:32.324-07:00LOVE or LUST<h2>
<span style="color: magenta; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-large;"><strike>MAYA</strike>...</span></h2>
<span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">ssh kalau kita suka pd org yg kita xpnh jumpa..hanya MAYA yg mhubungkan..lalu kita setia pdnya tanpa sangsi pun.. :) alhamdulillah... setakat ini aku mampu lagi meneruskannya..tp sampai bila?? it's been almost 3 years. mampu kah aku? </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">many things did happen.. but still die terima aku. many things yg aku stdy dr die...</span><br />
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<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>GUYS</b> ske pmpn yg <b>SABAR</b> dgn die :)</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>GUYS </b>ske pmpn yg blh buat die <b>SENYUM</b>, sdgkan dgn pmpn lain die xley pon nak senyum mcm kita buat die..</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>LELAKI </b>mmg xske pmpn PUSH die untuk turutkan permintaan pmpn 2...</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>LELAKI </b>xske pmpn 2 xley jd diri sendiri.. mksdnye dpn LELAKI kemain suci.. blakang <b>DURJANA! </b></span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">When a guy feel comfortable dgn kita, dia xkn lari dr kita... </span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>LELAKI</b> ske kita manjakan dorg.. tp bukan selalu..</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>GUYS</b> ske pmpn yg salu btanyakan psl kesihatan die, kerja die instead of bckp psl feeling-ing, blh buat LELAKI stressed!!</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>LELAKI</b> ske pmpn <b>MATURED</b>! sbb bg die blh<b> BDIKARI! </b></span></li>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">aku rasa jelah kan lelaki ske bde2 mcm 2..heheh..pmerhatian kdg2 menipu.. :P</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">sume perkara yg aku senarai 2 sume aku alami ms aku knl ngan dia. dia dkt je..DAMANSARA je..</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">tp </span><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">die lelaki yg mementingkan kerjaya! sbb nak atur kehidupannya yg dulu pnh kucar kacir.. after </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">settle sume bde br die blh ckp psl GF n MARRIED n STUFF... <b>till when my DEAR?? </b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">someone plak <b>PURPOSED</b> me already..hahaha.. kelakar! if dlm umur 40+ aku xde<b> HUSBAND</b>, dia </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">akn terus msk <b>MINANG </b>aku! xnk!!! aku nak org lain! hahahah.. blh x?? :P </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">well to be frank, aku <b>A</b></span><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>LMOST</b></span><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"> dpt die, but then aku g dgr ckp org, so aku push die,, jdnye die </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">mdiamkan diri. which is aku yg sakit, merana mcm gampang! aku pernah<b> DOA </b>gak is it<b> AKU </b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>TULANG RUSUK KIRI DIA??? </b>hari2 aku <b>DOA</b> n hari2 jgk perasaan ini makin <b>STRONGER</b>!!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">seringkali aku rs die mcm menyeru2 nama aku.. <b>SCARY DOWH</b>!! tp aku ske.. lps 2 aku ngs! </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>BODOH X??? </b>:P aku peduli hape.. WELL semua bde ada jwpn nya.. </span></div>
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<span style="color: red; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><strike>SBB KITA SAYANG ORG 2, KITA SANGGUP BUAT APE JE TOK ORG 2.. LANTAK ORG NK CKP PE</strike>!! :))</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>KAWAN </b>is the only way 4 me untuk rapat ngan dia balik.. now! family dia family aku, & </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">sebaliknya.. apa2 yg menggembirakan dia aku akn menjadi org yg <b>PERTAMA</b> yg dia akn gtau..</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">YA Allah! Alhamdulillah.. tp mampukah aku btahan untuk memilikinya? <b>hanya KAU yg TAHU.. :)</b></span></div>
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Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-40237394701974284332012-02-28T22:51:00.001-08:002012-02-28T22:55:18.700-08:00Miley Cyrus - Stay (Lyrics)<iframe src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/RGLh138m7sA?fs=1" allowfullscreen="" width="459" frameborder="0" height="344"></iframe><br /><br /><br />i love this song!! enough said! :)Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-6639670063887988922012-02-17T22:29:00.001-08:002012-02-28T19:07:30.730-08:00B I N T A N G berkelip lagi??<span style=" ;font-size:100%;" >....sepurnama berlalu dengan pantas. sedang aku ingin melupakan purnama-purnama yang menyakitkan hati, aku ditemani dengan satu bintang yang senantiasa melayani kerenah aku dengan penuh kesabaran. without any objections, without any hesitations. knowing him is like knowing his whole life. </span><div><span style=" ;font-size:100%;" ><br /></span></div><div><span>... in the same time, purnama yan ingin aku lupakan MUNCUL kembali! why?? kenapa muncul di kala aku bsedia mencari bintang lain? or its jz a sign??? untuk aku lupakan lelaki itu dan fokus dengan kau?? huheee..well kedatangan die mmg membantu aku. disaat aku memerlukan seseorang untuk mengadu, instead of bintang malap yg owest bz, purnama yg menjengah sanubari. wlpn jauh merentasi laut china selatan, he's there 4 me yg kbtln dpt berita abh masuk hospital miri. anak mana yang tidak sedih dan takut kalau orang yang die sayang masuk hospital? he console me, saying that i should pray that my father is okay. harus aku katakan disini yang aku tsentuh sbb die ckp mcm 2.<br /><br />Now that my father is okay, so okay lah!but then datang plak mslh lain. BINTANG yang aku ingt akn menyinari rupanya MALAP mainan duniawi.perghh!! memainkan perasaan aku n BFF aku at the same time. bapak kasanova lah kau!! nak cerita psl mamat MALAP nie panjang sangat..nty aku citer balik cz ending nye xnampak lg..so tgu keluaran akn dtg!!hahahahhaha<br /></span></div>Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-6991109197944211162012-02-17T08:18:00.000-08:002012-02-17T09:14:14.124-08:00Sedar!<span >abh masuk hospital 4 the past few days..minor damaged at his stand/ spring. aku temankan mak n abh g hospital. pelbagai ragam pesakit aku pelajari. sedang aku menunggu abah bersiap untuk masuk ke dewan pemeriksaan jantung, easy to say that i observed people's behavior. there's an old man..cute old man sitting all alone waiting for his name to be called either to be examined or not. bila nama dia dipanggil, nurse tanye where is ur children?? did u come here all alone without any companion? said the old man, he's son is working at the same place but in other division. owh! well in my opinion, perlu ke seorang ank meninggalkan ayahnya terkontang-kanting seorang diri pd waktu dia sgt memerlukan anknye untuk berurusan dengan kesihatannye?? kenapa seorang anak lokek akan satu masa yang sangat berharga dlm hidup ayhnya?? tlalu pentingkah pekerjaan yang ada sehingga mengabaikan tanggungjawab sebagai seorang ank??</span><div><span ><br /></span></div><div><span >melihat wajah tua yang tidak berdaya, yang mungkin dalam kesakitan, keperitan tp tidak pernah diluahkannya. hanya redupan mata nya yang menusuk hati yang mengerti akn merasai betapa sunyinya mereka, betapa sedihnya mereka tanpa sesiapa di sisi. </span></div><div><span ><br /></span></div>Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-83606819625972896782011-04-08T06:57:00.000-07:002011-04-08T07:14:51.299-07:00mengenali mereka... mmg COOL gler!!!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj93_PZIF9-AwWniFZFTPW9Y7h1V9PfHZO8x21e8EHAwGFMpzBCoJPdyp3_o7k3OQEY-Ea2u6fEMiKAqb-7zQUTf_wdyQO1PNupUYlMj4IUcqsOT1TzzL7ZE9UqwmO0CGXnjk6xgsvPnSM/s1600/IMG_0588.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj93_PZIF9-AwWniFZFTPW9Y7h1V9PfHZO8x21e8EHAwGFMpzBCoJPdyp3_o7k3OQEY-Ea2u6fEMiKAqb-7zQUTf_wdyQO1PNupUYlMj4IUcqsOT1TzzL7ZE9UqwmO0CGXnjk6xgsvPnSM/s320/IMG_0588.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5593214507394948402" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCPaTXL8JcMfbG36uSs2gYmjqNmgXMaTxaWe5yqz61fJrelSX-11Q2uh-srIMSQeWsq5RZ06NzaWz5kBfVSmTYtDynhtGJNxcTVQAy9muP4lQSGHZaEU2gRJ_ebsmiOwqBivaIFFALv9M/s1600/IMG_0545.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCPaTXL8JcMfbG36uSs2gYmjqNmgXMaTxaWe5yqz61fJrelSX-11Q2uh-srIMSQeWsq5RZ06NzaWz5kBfVSmTYtDynhtGJNxcTVQAy9muP4lQSGHZaEU2gRJ_ebsmiOwqBivaIFFALv9M/s320/IMG_0545.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5593214502329008306" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgjzjT8dXDcY3ejbTscLm8BhScTeHj6gIGEImQrUUYTq20OiSh9P-NwXUhy_MUp2HsOmVxtohw3z4IWI1H_UCxKP3BeWc6lkN4hH_B6N4yp7gdth213d1_Tpd-jBgDTWOGSMS60jRUjSBg/s1600/IMG_0514.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgjzjT8dXDcY3ejbTscLm8BhScTeHj6gIGEImQrUUYTq20OiSh9P-NwXUhy_MUp2HsOmVxtohw3z4IWI1H_UCxKP3BeWc6lkN4hH_B6N4yp7gdth213d1_Tpd-jBgDTWOGSMS60jRUjSBg/s320/IMG_0514.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5593214493995340226" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGbzBm7AM-rscBu3O4wbTfzaO-qUS5E8nSbjOPtZ2bUwKgoP2TYvWIjWj4Zu9YEjoz7ug8_sxWxHYV8ylh-80h62TWehWqr0FDpigyAC9zYApcVdHZ25e47XGX3ELHTlPA8aH8gr6-fh0/s1600/IMG_0467.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiGbzBm7AM-rscBu3O4wbTfzaO-qUS5E8nSbjOPtZ2bUwKgoP2TYvWIjWj4Zu9YEjoz7ug8_sxWxHYV8ylh-80h62TWehWqr0FDpigyAC9zYApcVdHZ25e47XGX3ELHTlPA8aH8gr6-fh0/s320/IMG_0467.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5593214487974656082" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjd-uLLHv7XJGvEPqvIFSyNu4LdsE-i2oNim8EYj0Ye804hakHqnK1h3P2JO2Nq0p0-00U3WVw4vN0CQOOwMDnLX8hNzYbwiJ3qBHGV9IqRsZTEnPAZhO56rQ9jS6YioPANOgCbrCTDqcU/s1600/IMG_0462.JPG" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjd-uLLHv7XJGvEPqvIFSyNu4LdsE-i2oNim8EYj0Ye804hakHqnK1h3P2JO2Nq0p0-00U3WVw4vN0CQOOwMDnLX8hNzYbwiJ3qBHGV9IqRsZTEnPAZhO56rQ9jS6YioPANOgCbrCTDqcU/s320/IMG_0462.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5593214483283852978" /></a><div><br /></div><div>aku happy knl ngan dorg nie... sgt sempoi...plotak giler2 mcm aku gak..wlaupun aku kurg mengenali senior2 aku, tp aku blh agk dorg nie sume baik n yg penting gile2...hahahah...</div><div>faiz, bad, am, faris, elli, anis, lutfi... lg happy lepak ngan dorg dr beberapa org yg lain...</div><div><br /></div><div>this is d happiest momento of mine! love it n gonna cherish it till d end of my breath...</div>Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-51238210047753388052011-04-08T05:52:00.000-07:002011-04-08T06:16:14.231-07:00renungan sejenak td....aku happy dengan hidop aku skang... blh x kalu aku ckp yg aku lbh selesa bkawan ngan lelaki drpd pmpn... sakit mental aku dbuatnye... huhuhuu.... aku bkn nak menghina or meng aibkan org..tp aku pelik lah...kalu baik sgt ngan org, org pijak kpale kite. kang jahat sgt org ckp kite mcm2... hbs nak buat pe?? tegor skit dah melatah..nangis bagai. tlglah!! grow up dude!!! kang aku mencarooottt2 kang xbest lak.. tp tlglah...jgn sbb perkara kecik ko nak kecoh satu dunia.. tikam blakang org xcerita lg... aku xkisah ko nak watpe pon kat aku, tp payah sgt ke nak SAY SORRY??? ko xnk tlg aku pon xksh, aku no hal... insyaAllah dgn kekuatan yg ada aku blh survive sdiri... ko tinggalkan aku, xlayan aku langsung, biarkan aku tergantung dengan dikelilingi org yg aku xknl, aku xksh n xpernah nak mrh.. tp tlglah jgn nak HIPOKRIT dgn diri sendiri. ko ckp xske, tp ko g kat die gak...maki org 2 sikit punya baik...tp? mengucap panjang aku dah... org 2 pon kutok aku gak...die bajet aku xtau.. aku xksgh...always think POSITIVE aku nie.. sbb aku pgg kate amanat MAK aku... BIAR ORG BUAT KITE, JGN KITE BUAT ORG... CZ WHAT COMES AROUND GOES AROUND!<div>sakitnye kene buatan org kan...bkn cara halus tau...dgn cara kasar..haaa.. </div><div><br /></div><div>bg aku...apa yg penting, aku happy... skang nie pon aku happy walau hati kecil menanggung derita yg maha pedih... aku redha... mgkn ada hikmah disebaliknye...hurmmm...</div><div><br /></div><div>renung2kan dan selamat beramal....</div>Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-41828823556407808442011-03-17T07:03:00.000-07:002011-03-17T20:33:25.458-07:003B-03-44 MELATI!lama dah aku xtulis dlm ini ruangan.....bz chuollss!!<br /><br />nombor diatas adalah nombor bilik aku skang nie...hahahhah....kalu nak dicerite, aku bsyukur sgt cz aku dpt roomate2 yang sgt sama mcm aku...plotak giler2...huheee...<br /><br />sorang nie nama die Nurulaini tp panggil Eny...haaa..org Taiping! die sgt comel in any ways...die dr Uitm Perak amik QS skang Admin Science...tagline die.."klakarlah korg nie"....sgt comel kalu die sbt..huheee..baik hati, peramah, suka gelak, innocent pon tserlah...huhuhu...(nty aku upload pic die k...wat ms nie tulis jer dpt)<br /><br />yang sorang lg minah sebilik ngan aku is Nida Khairuddin, org johor...die nie kau nak ceritera gak, ropenye junior aku masa kat TEKA dulu...haaa..keciknye dunia..hahah..dr TEKA pindah ke KULINARI??? mcm mane 2...hahah..of cz ada ceritey disebaliknyey... :P prangai si nida nie sgt extreme hyper super duper sengal nak mampos! beza kot dr aku..ahahha...die baikk, peramah, gila2 n sewaktu dengannya...die gemarr buli eny..tmasuk aku lah..hahah...buli die pon pnh gak..hahaha...satu mslh die nie, kau tgk movie yg feeling2 kompom banjir...gler sengal..hahaha...luar manyak keras hati dalam ada taman..hahah..itulah nida..(pic die pon naty aku upload kan..hehe)<br /><br />perangai dorg mmg sgt2 xtau nak ckp...but then aku sgt bsyukur satu bilik ngan dorg..huhee..sayang kot ngan dorg nie..next sem aku xtau la mcm mane cz si nida nak dok seroja or kat luar.. eny plak xtau nak satu bilik ngan aku x...mane tau die nak satu bilik ngan nad or wati..haaa..payah aku...tp xksh la pon..janji Goal ktorg 4 dis coming 2 sem, DEKAN!!! doakan ktorg ye!!<br /><br />AMIN!!!!!!Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-72140590708608027772011-01-23T19:34:00.000-08:002011-01-23T19:53:57.278-08:00hari yg Paling Bodoh!!!aku ngan kwn KLS aku, emma, ktorg g sek.2 cz kbtln aku nak wat mdical check-up n die lak nak print keje... nak dijadikan ceritera, aku g satu klinik yg bayaran medical chekup nya murah dr uitm sdiri... soklan:pky cermin mata x??? X!! last P****D ble??? tahun lps, b4 bln puase... wajah nurse mmg tbaekk lah...dgn nganga tbentang luas...hahahha...then dipendek crita gak, ble refer ngan doctor, aku terima brita yg sngt bangang!!!<br /><br />nurse: doktor soh adik buat pregnancy test...<br />aku: hah!!! sy xbuat ape2 pon..asl nak buat preg test lak???(mmg bengang gler ms nie)<br />nurse: untuk langkah bjaga2 sblm adik buat xray...<br /><br />aku blh mengucap je. tuhan je tau prasaan aku...sedey pon ada...aku nakal pon tp aku xmcm pmpn lain...eeeeee!!!!sakit hati aku lah! ke sbbnrnye ko nak duit???17hengget bde 2...xpela..buat ape nak tkt kalu xbuat ape2...tp agak tcalar maruah aku ble dsuruh buat mcm 2... then nurse yg kat kaunter soh aku p blakang masuk bilik xray...otw nak p 2, bselisih ngan sorg lg nurse yg wat preggy test...<br /><br />nurse: dun worie, awk x mengandung..<br />aku: senyum yg tpaksa<br /><br />monolog dalaman aku: mmg lah aku xpregnant!!!damn!!aku xwat pape pon...nasiblah korg baik,kalu x aku dh bakau klinik korg nie..tcalar keemosiaan kuh...haram jadah!!!huuuu<br /><br />aku story morry kat kwn aku emma, bantai gelak mcm hape...pastu bley tye aku ble due...kakak aku pon same gak..sume sengal jer!!!makin sakitkan hati aku...<br /><br />inilah hari yg sangat sengal+bodoh+bangang yg pnh aku alami dlm hdp aku....<br /><br />RABU-19 JANUARI 2011Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-32561423464928680632010-11-27T05:15:00.000-08:002010-11-29T23:25:55.931-08:00Hari B'sejarah 2010<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhlV0nvZHnKo6S155i_bSU8HKwOb80Nal-EGW0p64XckitxYrRp-5YSQTEEfT4OGX3lhunabDlnvH1bNLX7uv4R3RncPXQ-iX3XpTWgLFB5wESBmcdE7yqwxaxmyH5iU22WmdJ5fNaNB6g/s1600/IMG_0732.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhlV0nvZHnKo6S155i_bSU8HKwOb80Nal-EGW0p64XckitxYrRp-5YSQTEEfT4OGX3lhunabDlnvH1bNLX7uv4R3RncPXQ-iX3XpTWgLFB5wESBmcdE7yqwxaxmyH5iU22WmdJ5fNaNB6g/s320/IMG_0732.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5545240488335937026" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgUDm5ACV26ZSXVaUUCjLejlo9Yd2yofkXv6pEeuQ5-MY_kPHexZ0CX_Uox3VA77DoLv5x1NQvsB6K7PPaPW-mM3Y_UyUnh8ERvSzZzlOZGwRlo7D3m0un1FP7DgNm3E3qHEmc3d37qsuc/s1600/IMG_0731.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgUDm5ACV26ZSXVaUUCjLejlo9Yd2yofkXv6pEeuQ5-MY_kPHexZ0CX_Uox3VA77DoLv5x1NQvsB6K7PPaPW-mM3Y_UyUnh8ERvSzZzlOZGwRlo7D3m0un1FP7DgNm3E3qHEmc3d37qsuc/s320/IMG_0731.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5545240479831954098" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCWJpg68S9_inELiqes4vyUTD2lb4Z4KtPFOuhi1YfhNcjY3ZQT3rEyCCZJm3swanqDFft7qSZPmpAGCfqVCshgDWY2I5SkzDZLOsvbXrxUNRPVg-YANcRBwcXoAa4HBhYPdpn21_T_6c/s1600/IMG_0727.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCWJpg68S9_inELiqes4vyUTD2lb4Z4KtPFOuhi1YfhNcjY3ZQT3rEyCCZJm3swanqDFft7qSZPmpAGCfqVCshgDWY2I5SkzDZLOsvbXrxUNRPVg-YANcRBwcXoAa4HBhYPdpn21_T_6c/s320/IMG_0727.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5545240475725160178" /></a><br />Konvo UiTM start on d 25 November 2010...hahahha...bday aku lah!!! d next day is my Convocation Day!!! lg syiokk!!! but wtv it is, i was relived dat everything went well...penat, lelah mmg dh xpduli langsung, janji apa yg diamanahkan olh mak ngan abh tlaksana... aku sgt bsyukur sbb penantian aku selama ni bbaloi...thx 2 my parents... kalu x aku xkan brada disini... ALHAMDULILLAH!!!Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-58181586077589334492010-11-13T06:03:00.000-08:002011-03-17T20:37:51.523-07:00sayu Merapi...Jam 2200 - Sabtu<div><br /></div><div>majalah tiga yg disiarkan kat tv3 mlm nie about Merapi...really touch my heart....dlm xsedar gak yg it makes me realize yg HARI yg DTUNGGU xlama lg akn tiba... jika kita renung kembali, tanda2 akhir zaman sudah terang lg bsuluh dihadapan mata...</div><div><br /></div><div>1) gejala mbuang bayi</div><div>2) banjir yg blaku di kedah n perlis</div><div>3) letusan gunung merapi</div><div><br /></div><div>tanda2 sebegini bukankah untuk mbuat kita sedar dr khayalan?? untuk mbuat kita MENGINGATI YG MAHA ESA??? apabila difikirkan kembali, adakah amalan kita mencukupi untuk bersemuka denganNYA??? NAUZUBILLAH!!! aku mohon perlindungan dr Mu Ya Allah...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-27004490803187995212010-11-03T22:24:00.000-07:002010-11-12T07:55:10.947-08:0030 things U should Noe bout me...1) aku mcm fitz gak, suka pakai eyeliner kalu g mane2...bde wajib kot...<div><br /></div><div>2) aku seorang yg cool. xkshlah org nak kutuk apa2 pon ok saja cz aku xley nak watpa kalu org nak kutuk...redha je...kene balik kat dorg pdn muka...hahah!</div><div><br /></div><div>3) aku seorang yang periang, ramah ngan org..kdg2 tlampau ramah(bad 4 health) heheh...</div><div><br /></div><div>4) aku xsuka org yg suka mengunggkit bde lama. pantang!</div><div><br /></div><div>5) aku xske org yg kuat memaksa... sumpah nak kene lempang!</div><div><br /></div><div>6) aku jujur orgnye dn aku ske org yg jujur ngan aku... biarpon bde 2 menyakitkan hati ke ape ke, xksh...janji blaku jujur...jgn sampai tkantoi..</div><div><br /></div><div>7) aku jarang naik darah kecuali bde 2 btl2 menyakitkan hati aku, ada org xjujur ngan aku dan yg sewaktu dgnnya.... kalu nak kene mrh, try buat spt yg disebut, 4 sure taubat...haaa</div><div><br /></div><div>8) menyanyi mmg aku ska...pantang jumpa microphone, org lain mmg xdan nak nyanyi..hahah </div><div><br /></div><div>9) jeles aku??? biar kena tempat dan keadaan... xdan nak mrh mcm org geyla...</div><div><br /></div><div>10) in relationship, aku xska nak kongkong bf aku...nak kuar ke ape, bkwn ke ape, xkan ada kongkongan...penting JUJUR!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>11) in relationship gak, aku setia kalu org yg aku cinta setia, kalu die nak pasang scandal, aku pon pasang satu...hahahha...(salunya aku pasang lebih dr sorg...)wlbgmanapon, SETIA TETAP ADA...apa yg blaku pon dia ttp dihati...(mcm uitm lak...)</div><div><br /></div><div>12) kalu bab lagu, aku xkisah...sedap kat telinga aku, layan aja... </div><div><br /></div><div>13) 4 me, bde yg penting lps Allah, fmly, is Friendships.... aku bkn jns lpe kwn... n aku xnk musnahkan satu persahabatan kerana bde lain...</div><div><br /></div><div>14) aku admit aku byk kwn laki dr pmpn...bkn xde langsung cme aku xske sgt kwn ngan pmpn nie... payah dlm byk perkara...</div><div><br /></div><div>15) pasal mkn, sume bde aku mkn kecuali yg haram lah..huheee.... dan SEAWEED!!</div><div><br /></div><div>16) aku suke gelak n gelak aku kalu dh mlampau sumpah mcm kak PONTI...lalallala</div><div><br /></div><div>17) im half sarawakian and half selangorian....</div><div><br /></div><div>18) aku xska nak jd hipokrit, tp kalu dh keadaan memaksa aku tpaksa buat..heheh</div><div><br /></div><div>19) bde yg blh buat aku menangis scr automatik, FAMILY!</div><div><br /></div><div>20) tdo??? kalu aku btl2 pnt aku salu tdo dengkur... kalu xpnt 2 no dengkuran lah... aku xksh tdo kat mana janji aku tdo!!</div><div><br /></div><div>21) aku jns mudah pcayakan org lg2 lelaki...tp itu dulu... nw its change. stlh byk pengajaran yg aku pelajari sblm aku btl2 sedar..hahah!</div><div><br /></div><div>22) aku ske menepati masa. xske nak tgu org dn xske org tgu aku...giler tension...</div><div><br /></div><div>23) aku seorg yg prihatin, penyayang. kalu sesapa yg ada mslh aku akn jd pendengar yg baik dan penasihat yg sgt baik untuk org tp xpnh buat untuk diri sendiri...hahahah</div><div><br /></div><div>24)owhh ya! dulu aku KUAT MELATAH!!! tp skrg, xde daaaaa.....lallalalal</div><div><br /></div><div>25) aku blh keje under pressure, tp jgn tmbh pressure aku dgn<b> m'pressurekan lg plotak</b> aku...kang kene<b> SIKU FREE</b> n TERBAIK dr ladang...</div><div><br /></div><div>26) aku takut nak naik moto....salah satu knp aku jarang nak nek moto...nak bawak moto??harapan punah...hahahha</div><div><br /></div><div>27) aku seorang yg unpredictable.... in any state of emosi, aku sgt bbeza..hahah</div><div><br /></div><div>28) aku bkn jns org <b>MAKAN DEK PUJIAN</b> MURAHAN terutamanya.... kalu nak stakat puji sbb nak tackle, tgk keadaan laaa....but mostly kalu org kata aku cantik aku akan ckp org 2 buta..cz aku x cantik pon...lallalal...tp aku syukur dgn apa yg ada...</div><div><br /></div><div>29) aku bkn jns pmpn yg ske gdh psl lelaki... unless d guy is legally MY HUSBAND,then aku akn buat apa yg patot...hahhahah...cz 4 me, buat apa nak merendahkan martabat diri sendiri semata sbb nakkan seorang lelaki???bsides, <b>tepuk tgn sebelah xkan bunyi derrrrr</b>.....haaaa</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>30) GOAL: nak hantar mak n abh g buat HAJI, kalu ada rezeki lebey g ngan satu family buat HAJI or UMRAH..... insyaAllah...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-69739249709599423072010-10-29T07:50:00.000-07:002010-10-29T08:01:05.642-07:00sayupyes!!! nw aku rs sayu, sedih, moody n so on...<br /><br />everything seems so wrong...<br />everything seems blurrr...<br />my life is empty...<br />my guts disappeared<br />my rationality thinking is non in box<br />my judgement in hell<br /><br />OMG!!! i dun noe wat 2 do anymore...<br />shooottt!!!Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-33287474237645037172010-10-16T00:43:00.000-07:002010-10-16T00:50:04.462-07:00I.N.D.A.H.<span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">O<span style="font-size:100%;">mg!!! its happening again... i really hope dis time it went well...<br />dat is d wish 4 my incoming bdaY....hahhaha....<br /></span></span></span>Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-43173475680848411832010-09-25T10:20:00.000-07:002010-09-25T11:39:59.130-07:00Marudi-Miri-KchOk...nak jd cerita, otw from marudi nak ke miri, mcm biasa kene redah jln turap! tp kali nie jln turap versi jet...slalunya kalu abh bawak krete kat jln turap SENTIMENTAL VALUE thadap jalan HARUS ada! kali nie bkn abh yg anta aku g airport Miri, tp Jeraweng.. sumpah sengal naik kete die.aku hampir nak muntah kot..xpnh dibuat sblm nie pdhl dh bratus kali lalu jln yg sama. sampai airport Miri, bontot aku giler sengal+sakit+kematu= ntah tp mmg sengal nak mampos! pastu nak kene tunggu lg,mane x flight pukul 7.15pm tp aku pkl 2 dh kuar uma.smpy airport 3.30 ptg. sengal jeraweng!HAHAHA....<br /><br />tengah aku lepak kat airport, aku perasan sum1 yg aku rs aku knl... OMG! its JARUL!!! aku trus call SIS UNGGUI...mula2 aku mcm not sure, but after ask Sis bout JARUL, it really looks like him. aku nak tegur, MALU KOT! sungguh tidak aku duga!! ahaks... selalunya aku xdelah nak MALU,sesungguhnya aku ngaku kot aku MUKA XTAU MALU...tp untuk certain2 perkara, tahulah adabnye... happy ada, teruja pon ada...sng citer ULAT BULU NAK BUKA BALIK BUKU GATALNYA!!!!hahahaha....cz sblm nie thought nak retired...ahaks!cancel ropenye...lalalallala...adik beradik JARUL sumpah LAWA!!!putih melepak, lawa bkn main...mmg perghhh...kalu aku laki dh goda kot dorg 2...hahah...kalu ler...lalalla..<br /><br />after check-in, aku masok balai blepas. mcm haram je tunggu..xpe, SABAR lg nie..hahah..then masok je BELON Mas baru punyer...jns ATR ntah hape ntah...then ada sorg pakcik nie, sangat byk ckp OK!!aku plan nak tdo since its 2 hours flight...suppose 1hour only tp jd 2 hour cz transit kat bintulu! pakcik 2 mmg xbg pluang! ada jer yg nak dborakkannya...gler sengal...dhlh dok kat tmpt aku...ckp nak gempak!kata dh biasa naik BELON bagai tp CILOK tempat org... nak je aku lempang. bajet ko tunjuk segala harta pusaka ko aku tpikat kat ko la...xder der.. manusia2... menunjuk bkn main.. tp aku xbodoh OK..ahaks!apa2pon ALHAMDULILLAH aku selamat sampai... so the journey continues 2 other place n dat is SARATOK! temankan along...<br /><br />yg penting d reason y aku nak ikot cz aku lpekan kisah duka n bina yg baru... ALL men R dumboS!!!Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-44778777192395600812010-08-30T23:01:00.000-07:002010-08-30T23:10:08.863-07:00I'll Never Love Again - Taio Cruzfeel d lyrics n d song ... it resemble wat im feelin ryte nw...<br />SNG TOK BKATA2...TP adakah ko paham apa yg aku cuba terangkan? apa yg aku rasakan? apa yg aku mahukan?<br />there's no more love 4 me next...<br />cz i dun believe it anymore...<br />easy 2 say, but d one who feel d pain IS ME!!!!<br />thx 4 everything... sorry 4 disturbing u n ur life...<br />im jz a lunatic person dat stupidly in LOVE with u with all my heart...<br />dat feel so happy when im right in ur arms..<br /><br /><br /><br /><object style="background-image:url(http://i1.ytimg.com/vi/DM4r7ef1j8c/hqdefault.jpg)" height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/DM4r7ef1j8c?fs=1&hl=en_US"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/DM4r7ef1j8c?fs=1&hl=en_US" allowscriptaccess="never" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" height="344" width="425"></embed></object><br /><br /><br /><br />I was wrong to let you walk right out<br />of my life,<br />I was dumb to think that I could survive,<br />Was a fool to think the grass was<br />greener on the other side,<br />Now it hurts to know that it means<br />that I...<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />I'll never love again (Never Never)<br />I'll never love again (Never Never)<br />I'll never love again (Never Never)<br />I'll never love again (Never Never)<br />I'll never find nobody who can love<br />me like you do<br />I'll never find nobody to treat me<br />the way you do,<br />I'll never find nobody else babe, hey<br />I'll never fall in love again eh,<br />I was stupid to think that any love<br />could compare,<br />To the love that you gave to me<br />from you,<br />Was a fool, yes a fool to think that<br />I'd find anywhere,<br />Anyone thats better for me than you...<br /><br />[Chorus (Repeat Above)]<br /><br />And now my heart is stone cold<br />because you've gone, gone away,<br />(away) gone away, (away)<br />And now my heart is stone cold<br />because you've gone, gone away,<br />(away) gone away, (away)<br />And now my heart is stone cold<br />because you've gone, gone away,<br />(away) gone away, (away)<br />And now my heart is stone cold<br />because you've gone, gone away,<br />(away) gone away, (away)<br />Gone away. [Echo....]<br /><br />[Chorus]<br /><br />I'll never find nobody who can love<br />me like you do<br />I'll never find nobody to treat me<br />the way you do,<br />I'll never find nobody else babe, hey<br />I'll never fall in love again eh,..<br /><br /><br /><br />.Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-42012641789829593032010-08-30T01:51:00.000-07:002011-03-17T20:51:31.485-07:00terlalu M.U.D.A.H...<span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-size:130%;">S</span>etiap yg jd dlm hidup harus jd pengalaman dan pengajaran bg kita...tetapi bg yg xmemahami aku mereka terlalu mudah untuk mperkatakan sesuatu yg mereka sendiri tak menyaksikannya. setiap kali aku menyatakan pendapat ada aja yang hendak dibangkangnya...bukan bermakna aku tidak menerima pendapat tersebut, tetapi untuk meletakkan sesuatu kesalahan ke atas bahu aku seolah engkau tahu bagaimanakah cara aku melayani kerenah mereka adalah sesuatu yang tidak adil</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);font-family:verdana;" >.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;">Diluaran aku, <span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family:arial;">aku seorang yang happy-go-lucky!!! sekiranya aku mempunyai masalah sekalipun aku hanya akan mendiamkan diri seolah2 tiada masalah sekalipun. buktinya, kawan baik aku sendiri yang kata aku mcm 2... kalu aku ada mslh salunya aku akn buat seolah2 aku xda mslh... pdhl mslh yang menimpa NALA punya besar. kalu aku nak luahkan pon kalu btl2 aku rs aku perlukan pendapat serta nasihat dorg. cz aku bkn jns org yg suka menyusahkan org dgn mslh aku. biar aku jer selesaikan, tp kalu org nyusahkan aku pon aku xkisah. semata aku buat demi kawan.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);"><span style="font-size:180%;">Dalaman aku</span>,<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> xda sapa yg akan phm/tahu kecuali FAMILY DAN seseorang... dia amat memahami aku. kalu aku nangis die tau aku nangis psl apa... frankly speaking, aku xkn ngs hanya kerana hal LELAKI semata... tp yg blh menyebabkan aku hilang akal, kewarasan, blh buat aku menangis mcm org gila hanya satu...tp SECRET... xkan aku nak bg tau.. kalu nak tau kenali aku.</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><span style="font-family:verdana;">Selalunya, aku memahami mslh org, tp org xpnh memahami mslh aku. CZ MCM BIASA...AKU XPNH NAK TUNJUK KALU AKU ADA MSLH!!! KERANA ITULAH AKU! wajah aku akan sentiasa ceria sehinggakan nak carik muka muram aku pon ssh... apapun, apa yg aku postkan ini bkn untuk menyindir sesiapa, tetapi aku nak korg fhm mslh yg aku bg tau korg bukanlah kesalahan aku... dan aku langsung tak menidakkan kesalahan yang aku pnh buat ttp kalu nak slhkan aku sdgkan aku yg merana mcm org geyla anda silap. jgn gak nak kata yg korg paham aku... korg hanya paham aku sebahagian sahaja...KORG HANYA PAHAM BAHAGIAN HAPPY N BTAPA GILANYA AKU.... tp korg xkn faham apa yg bmain dlm hati aku..</span>.<br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">inilah yg dikata<span style="font-size:180%;"> SAHABAT!!!</span></span></span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></span></span></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span></span></span></span><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhDdCynPqKOA71F-X9nmtrtur40dTv8OJj07_xuk8wXYyACH_kvgkOxEQZswDFWkYiOhAefTijF_7RqCxLOSUXfU2xX9l-l6YL53QvtIbaCJqJpuGbU0uffsJG7XfQmZ-9dkl1XMsrjiX0/s1600/editing.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 408px; height: 229px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhDdCynPqKOA71F-X9nmtrtur40dTv8OJj07_xuk8wXYyACH_kvgkOxEQZswDFWkYiOhAefTijF_7RqCxLOSUXfU2xX9l-l6YL53QvtIbaCJqJpuGbU0uffsJG7XfQmZ-9dkl1XMsrjiX0/s320/editing.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5511199195138044226" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">YG MEMAHAMI...</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /><br /></span></span></span></span><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgIJTaCTWpIt8HfjP4ufm2CBb6V4TI_nj3dFGixgKQVixkkURDSNC1eiV9hLvXxUCL5UXUxGfVGqyhGK05zFU72mQ4XzxTHpv9RhHBKL1ldbpxL_33fIW7OFCct1gosGDUn66XYpFsZvpg/s1600/DSC00057.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgIJTaCTWpIt8HfjP4ufm2CBb6V4TI_nj3dFGixgKQVixkkURDSNC1eiV9hLvXxUCL5UXUxGfVGqyhGK05zFU72mQ4XzxTHpv9RhHBKL1ldbpxL_33fIW7OFCct1gosGDUn66XYpFsZvpg/s320/DSC00057.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5511199186661367970" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);"><br /></span></span></span></span>Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-42372866371085083682010-08-20T01:10:00.000-07:002010-08-20T03:26:24.480-07:00Ciara featuring Young Jeezy - Never Ever ft. Young Jeezy<p><object style="BACKGROUND-IMAGE: url(http://i3.ytimg.com/vi/R7dDzeVNjRY/hqdefault.jpg)" height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/R7dDzeVNjRY?fs=1&hl=en_US"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/R7dDzeVNjRY?fs=1&hl=en_US" width="425" height="344" allowscriptaccess="never" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"></embed></object></p><p>dis song resemble my past love life....</p><p> </p>Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-63724863551256190132010-08-18T00:05:00.000-07:002010-08-29T09:45:16.228-07:00a Chapter from a Diary of mine...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj8ozn6xWpOF3HASzzg8BHcnVfn4bWHYMEDchLPUSG0taIa7TSF5V9UzYTL3wEteVjMji2fPEBCjwpp_NyDl5uNHGiCFDGE7SRLCCRKuI45oWQZRZK3ZEe5KpndJneOOmMmnwHaesSBnSw/s1600/Autumn+Leaves.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj8ozn6xWpOF3HASzzg8BHcnVfn4bWHYMEDchLPUSG0taIa7TSF5V9UzYTL3wEteVjMji2fPEBCjwpp_NyDl5uNHGiCFDGE7SRLCCRKuI45oWQZRZK3ZEe5KpndJneOOmMmnwHaesSBnSw/s320/Autumn+Leaves.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5510494964354429234" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"><span style="font-size:180%;">relationship!</span></div><br /><br /><br /><div style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);"><span style="font-size:100%;">pertama tama skali aku nak ckp yg aku sbnrnya kind of bosan ngan relationship yg kesudahannya aku yg kene tinggal...haaa...bunyi amat klakar bg korg tp x bg aku...asl aku dh start siyez ngan satu2 rltionshp, in d end mesti bad thing happen..bosan seyh...kang aku memain kang laki 2 plak yg siyez thp dewa...payah!!!</span></div><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-size:100%;" ><br /></span><div><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">dlm phubungan aku lbh sukakan ada unsur kejujuran... xksh lah ko nak g mane ngan sape pon janji ko jjr ngan aku ape yg ko ckp... </span><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);font-family:arial;" >tp aku penat kot...apa yg aku harapkan dr seorang lelaki beza dgn apa yg aku nk...yg salu aku dpt sume mcm haram...nak dpt yg kaki pmpn, penipu siap...sumenye buat aku fedup!!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);font-family:georgia;" >KES 1: aku knl ngan sorg laki nie mlalui kzn aku...baik tp at d same time nakal...giler rempit, kaki gaduh..sng ckp muka GANAS tp dlm HATI ADA TAMAN... sepanjang 2bln relation aku ngan die, happy gler... JUJUR yg aku harapkan mmg ada pd die. dats y hbgn ktorg kkl smpai stgh tahun (aku xpnh kapel lbh dr 4 bulan, yg nie 1st). akan tetapi hbgn yg happy mesti ada kecoh die... 1day dat guy wat hal. curang ngan aku... aik balik ngan xgf die padahal tau aku giler babi syg kat die... aku beranikan diri face2face ngan pmpn 2 (aku xpnh nak bdepan ngan pmpn mlainkn aku btl2 syg kat laki 2). duduk semeja tp die blh ignore aku...wat mcm aku xde. pastu bDRAMA dpn aku... YA ALLAH.. ms 2 mmg btl2 mcabar kesabaran aku. atlast, aku tinggalkn semuanya...maki hamun siap, pastu aku BLAHHHH!!!!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 255);font-family:georgia;" >skang??? laki 2 nak berbaik ngan aku... bkn nak ckp pe lah...tp bg aku dsbbkn laki 2 aku dh hilang arah...stdy aku ntah kemana, aku lak dok asek meratapi n bcame more WILD then B4... merana kot. tambahan, kwn yg paling memahami aku bhenti blaja.. aku jd makin streS! xde tmpt tok mengadu...its not dat kwn2 lain xde...tp aku lbh slesa dgn die.. B2B... dat guy br skang nak gtau knape die wat mcm 2... katenye saje... die dgn X die blakon semate nak sakitkan hati aku n ktorg clash! aku ape g ngamok sakan lah!! sumpah seranah mmg ade je bsepah... kalu xnk ckp xnk. jgn nak wat aku mcm pukimak malukan diri nak jumpe ko semua... mmg F***!!! nak maafkan mgkn aku blh. tp nak menerima die balik dlm hdop aku mmg PAYAH!!! nak MUNTAH plak rasenye bile tgk muka die skang!</span><br /></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Kes 2: <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">perkenalan aku dgn dis guy tlalu singkat..perkenalan hanya selama 4hari yg ended dgn A relationship. My world is full of love once again... although its happy at d inside n outside of US, there's 2 much people disagree with it. semuanya mcm xmerestui aku dan dia. sume org nasihatkan aku untuk bfikir btol2. guys! dis is about my life, my happiness, tp kenape korg nak sebok2 bangkang hubungan aku ngan dia??? hanya disebabkan dia muda dr aku? sume ckp die knk2 lg...xmatang...xsesuai ngan aku. sedih tau x!! bg aku itu adalah keputusan aku. kebahagiaan aku bkn korg yg aturkan! bg aku kalau dia blh bahagiakan aku, blh syg aku, knape x??</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">walo mcm manepon aku ttp ngan die. aku happy sgt ngan phbgn aku ngan die...happy dgn kasih sayang yg die bg, sampaikan aku nak balik srwk pon aku xnk! tp apakan blh buat, bile dh sampai ms tok aku balik srwk, aku baliklah...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">aku balik dgn harapan dia akan setia. </span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">ku sangka panas ditengahari...</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> <span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">bila aku balik ke semenanjung, ternyata dia curang! jarak diantara kami selama 2bln menyebabkan dia mencari yg lain. sebelum aku ucp kata PUTUS, 2bln juga aku merana. dgn tipu helahnya untuk bjumpa pmpn 2, dgn tengkingan yg sering dia lemparkan setiap kali kami bgaduh. akn tetapi segala tipu helah, tengkingan memakan dirinya sendiri.. Tuhan sygkn aku..Tuhan membuka mata aku dgn semua helahnya... terimakasih Tuhan! akhirnya kami putus... tanggal 31.08.09.</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"></span><br /><span style=" color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-family:verdana;" ><span style="font-size:180%;">S</span>o now im being single, mingle, tingle, triangle...hahhahahaha....</span><br /></span></span></span></span></span></div><span style=" color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-family:verdana;font-size:130%;" >single doesnt mean being lonely .. it just mean being free !</span><br /><div style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: verdana;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:130%;">we r singles till we find someone who really deserves us and deserves our feelings .. someone who can handle our mistakes .. and if he cant handle us at our worse then sure he is as hell doesn't deserve our best !!!</span></div><div><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span></div>Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-53986329415454179522010-07-17T05:21:00.000-07:002010-07-29T11:08:04.932-07:00F.R.I.E.N.D.Swat is d meaning by frens actually???<br /><br />Have you ever wondered what the real essence of the saying <span style="color:#99ffff;">"A Friend in Need is a Friend Indeed"</span> is? People talk about the true value of friendship actually without knowing what it stands for.<br /><br />The <span style="color:#ffff00;">trust between best friends</span> is such that if one friend falls in trouble, the other will not think twice to help. If the bond between two friends is strong, true friends can endure even long distances. For them, geographical separation is just a part of life. It would not affect their friendship. <span style="color:#ff0000;">True friendship never fades away</span>. In fact, it grows better with time. True friendship thrives on trust, inspiration and comfort. <span style="color:#ffcc99;">Best friends come to know, when the other person is in trouble, merely by listening to their "Hello" over the phone. They can even understand each other's silence. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span><br />True friends don't desert each other when one is facing trouble. They would face it together and support each other, even if it is against the interests of the other person. Best friends don't analyze each other; they don't have to do so. They accept each other with their positive and negative qualities. Nothing is hidden between true friends. They know each other's strengths as well as weaknesses. One would not overpower the other. They would respect each other's individuality. In fact, they would understand the similarities and respect the differences. Best friends don't stand any outsider commenting or criticizing their friendship and they can put up a very firm resistance, if anyone does so.<br /><br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">True friends are not opportunists.</span> They don't help, because they have something to gain out of it. True friendship is marked by <span style="color:#ff0000;">selflessness.</span> Best friends support even each other, even if the whole world opposes them. It is not easy getting true friends for the lifetime. If you have even one true friend, consider yourself blessed. <em><span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong>Remember, all best friends are friends, but not all friends can be best friends. In this world of cynics and back stabbers, there are still some people who are worth being friends with. They have to be recognized and respected for being best friends, for the lifetime.</strong></span></em>Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1061487793987291713.post-32477640260375237852010-07-17T04:24:00.000-07:002010-07-17T05:21:08.767-07:00family dat matters...in life, things dat really matters much is family... without d help from my famly, i wont succeed in dis momento.<br /><br />since i was little, many things happen... one of it is high fever! really high fever dat can caused death. aku koma selama seminggu lebey... sedar je dr koma, sadness thing is i'd lost my MEMORY!!! doesn't noe who is my mom, my dad, my siblings....nothing inside d head...<br /><br /> its like a BLANK paper!<br /><br />yet, after knowing dat i lost my memory, there's another prob came up...<br /><br />AKU CACAT!!! i can't move! i can't speak! aku hanya boleh bgerak kalo ada org yg buat aku bgerak. kalu aku duduk,duduk jer. kalu tgn lurus, lurus je smpy ada org ubahkn tgn aku ke posisi lain... bayangkan kalu nak <em>past-motion??? nak kareb???</em> nak bgtau ngan org?? aku bisu!!<br />cammane nak ckp???<br /><br />keluar dr hospital, hidup aku dh xde ape dh... duduk kat tingkap, tgk bdk2 normal bmain..aku???<br /><br />EMAK!!! bsusah payah jumpa org untuk ubatkan aku dr cacat yg aku alami. agk2 blh x aku sembuh??harus blh..kalu x, xde derrr nak tulis blog nie...allalalal...<br /><br />Nywy, emak yg berusaha cara tradisional ubatkan aku...thx MOM!! org yg bsusah payah mbebaskan aku dr 'ikatan cacat' adalh seorg ustaz....no need 2 mention his name aiteee!! thx 2 them im 'free' from it... selang couple of days, aku dpt jln....BERTATIH balik... ABC pon kene ajr balik... byk pengorbanan yg dilakukan oleh FAMLY utk aku....<br /><br />seingt aku, pkataan ptama yg aku sebut, MONYET!!! yela budak br nak ckp...time 2 , aku ngah tgk national geographic dgn abh...sume psl haiwan yg ada kat dlm hutan. ble tv show pic dugong, abh pon ajarlah......<br /><br />abah: cuba sebut...Dugooooonggg...<br />aku: (diam, tp dlm hati sebut)<br /><br />lps sekor, sekor binatang abh sebut...nak bg aku bcakap balik....aku??? remain silence...<br /><br />abh: tok Monyeettt...<br />aku: emmm...emmm...Mooo..mooo...nyettt..nyett...<br /><br />finally aku CKP!!! aku ingt lg ble aku dpt ckp je, abh nangis!! happy xterkata...aku tgk dorg ngs aku pon ngs, tgk dorg gelak aku gelak...mcm org bodoh...btl2 mcm budak br nak blajar...ms 2 la...<br /><br />Alhamdulillah, ingatan aku xhilang sepenuhnya...cz aku coma kjp so % memori yg hilang pon sikit jer... aku blh smbg balik psekolahan aku mcm biasa....bjaya masuk drjh 3hijau (turun kelas dr kelas pandai ke kurg pandai)...<br /><br />aku menjalani hidup dgn normal sehinggalah sekarang. Setiap apa yg blaku sblm aku sakit langsung xingt ape2...yg aku ingt selepas aku sakit sehingga sekarang....mak aku salu gak crite balik kngn aku sakit 2, aku cube nak ingt...manelah tau teringt balik...NONE!!! ZERRO tros!!<br /><br />sekarang aku 22thn...byk kejadian yg menimpa aku selama aku mbesar untuk menjadi seorang manusia. manusia yg tahu erti berdikari, tahu akan erti membalas budi mereka yg berbudi, tp yg paling penting, aku BERSYUKUR aku masih lg bernafas di atas muka bumi Allah ini. terima kasih YA ALLAH!!! Terima KAsih Emak! Terima Kasih Abah! Terima Kasih Keluarga kerana bgalas demi aku...Aileenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08296895207602451661noreply@blogger.com5